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Being Watched

I am on a silent mode again. 

This time, it’s not just from the words not popping out my head but also from being conscious. I am conscious about people around me, being watched and this is keeping me away from expressing my thoughts as well. 

Yesterday, I had this tiny conversation with my friend and he said, the hesitation comes from the moment you start to thinking about “right and wrong” and “the people’s perspective”. That struck me and I realised, damn! my thoughts still revolve around others. I do not much care about “right and wrong” but do care about on what will people think and their perspective.

I always believed in different minds having a different perspective and do intake very well. But, when it comes to your thoughts, in spite of taking in perspective well, I am more concerned about how will the other take in after that. It is absolutely no need to match with mine and I am fine with it (respecting different perspectives). However, I am concerned about what after that? How will they see, take in and respond?

I really need to work on this and overcome this fear, fear of being conscious.

Jesse Ruben – This Is Why I Need You

(Source: IndieAir)

Lyrics:

I have too many questions, and places to go
There are too many options, far too many unknowns
This is why I need you

Everyone talks now, but no one is right
there are too many armies, with no one to fight
This is why I need you

Cause you make the darkness less dark
You make the edges less sharp
You make the winter feel warmer
You make my weakness less weak
You make the bottom less deep
You make the waiting feel shorter
You make my crazy feel normal, every time
You are the who, love is the what, and this is the why

There are too many problems, and no one who cares
There are so many roads, and they all need repairs
This is why I need you

There’s not enough chocolate, there’s too many chores
There are so many mountains, that I haven’t explored
This is why I need you

Cause you make the darkness less dark
You make the edges less sharp
You make the winter feel warmer
You make my weakness less weak
You make the bottom less deep
You make the waiting feel shorter
You make my crazy feel normal, every time
You are the who, love is the what, and this is the why

You keep the ship moving forward
You make it easy to try
You make my crazy feel normal, every time
You are the who, love is the what, and this is the why

Kodaline – Love Will Set You Free

(Source: KodalineVEVO)

I am so much into Kodaline spree now. I think there’s something with these Irish people, I just get attracted and easily fall for😛

Lyrics:

I’m sure you’re probably busy getting on with your new life,
So far away from,
So far away from.

When everything we used to say was wrong
Is now alright,
Where has the time gone?
Where has the time gone?

If you’re ever feeling lonely,
If you’re ever feeling down,
You should know you’re not the only one
Because I feel it with you now.
When the world is on your shoulders
And you’re falling to your knees
Oh please,
You know love will set you free.

I took a long and lonely walk
Up to an empty house.
That’s where I’ve come from,
Where have you come from?
The more I live the more I know
I’ve got to live without,
But this ain’t no sad song
Life has to go on.

If you’re ever feeling lonely,
If you’re ever feeling down,
You should know you’re not the only one
Because I feel it with you now.
When the world is on your shoulders
And you’re falling to your knees
Oh please,
You know love will set you free.

You know love will set you free,
You know love will set you free,
You know love will set you free,
You know love will set you free.

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh.

If you’re ever feeling lonely,
If you’re ever feeling down,
You should know you’re not the only one
Because I feel it with you now.
When the world is on your shoulders
And you’re falling to your knees
Oh please,
You know love will set you free.

Love will set you free.

Ben Howard: Promise

(Source: M O S T L Y strings)

Lyrics:
And meet me there, with bundles of flowers
We’ll wade through the hours of cold winter
She’ll howl at the walls
Tearing down doors of time
Shelter as we go

And promise me this
You’ll wait for me only
Scared of the lonely arms
That surface, far below these birds
Maybe, just maybe i’ll come home

Who am i, darling to you?
Who am i
To tell you stories of mine?
Who am i?

Who am i, darling for you?
Who am i
To be your burden in time? Lonely
Who am i, to you?

Who am i, darling for you?
Who am i?
To be your burden
Who am i, darling to you?
Who am i?

I come alone here
I come alone here

Kodaline – All I Want

(Source: M O S T L Y strings)

Gosh, I feel like am discovering new world here. I am so in love with this song. And the last 5 lines are just the best!!!!!!! Songs like this really makes feel like find somebody haha (kidding :P)

Lyrics:
All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
Cause if i could see your face once more
I could die as a happy man I’m sure

When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

But If you loved me
Why did you leave me

Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
All I need is
To find somebody

oooohhhh ohhh

Cause you brought out the best of me
A part of me I’d never seen
You took my soul wiped it clean
Our love was made for movie screens

But If you loved me
Why did you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
All I need is
To find somebody

Ooooohhhhhh

If you loved me
Why did you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
All I need is
To find somebody
To find somebody

Like you, oooohhh

solo travel

Solo Travel

A good read. Wanted to reblog it but wasn’t in a feature.

Its about travelling alone, especially focuses on women. How travelling alone can be not just fun but learning, not just exploring places but exploring outside of your comfort zone , not just knowing different people but knowing yourself too.

Basically this piece just gives you all the answers of why do we need to travel and moreover, solo. Just the click the link below and enjoy the read:)

Why all women should travel solo once in their lives

The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson

Apparently, happen to be very old song but unnoticed (by me of course😛 ). So i am kind of hooked with this song now.

The original MV can be find  here Original Signal Recordings but I would like to share the animated fan version of the MV as it just justifies the songs so cutely and accurately😉

Enjoy!

(Source: ladylette85)/

The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you
You need a light, I’d find a match
‘Cause I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater
Your head is aching, I’ll make it better
‘Cause I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I’d buy you Rogaine
When you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all you tear

‘Cause I love you more than
I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am
You take me the way I am
You take me the way I am