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Silently different

People are always complicated, trust me always.

If they are not complicated then weird for sure. But they are usually equally complicated and weird when it comes to love and life. They silently walks out and does weird stuffs. How? Well, they are suppose to say thing out straightforwardly to the right person but don’t. They were suppose to embrace the love and life but don’t. They were just suppose to seize the moment but don’t. What do they do then? They just stay silently numb. Come on talking about love and life were suppose to be the most easy thing that one can ever think of. It’s actually us who make it difficult till the extent we get lost ourselves. These were suppose to be easy thing to share and express because they are the good things of anyone’s life but we rather choose to be silently different.

Will we every try to change this and understand very simply? If we have anything to share or express then why don’t we just say it out? If we have a different view of our life then just live that life. If everyone’s heart beats differently then let it be different rather staying silent. If we love someone then I guess we need to have freedom to love as well. If this can lead to happiness then what do we need anything more. So let’s stop living silently thinking it different rather lets live differently so that each moment have it’s own memories to cherish and share.

My heart aches

My heart aches!

My heart aches! My heart aches!

Sigh!

I have no idea on what’s going on with me but my heart aches a lot. I have been feeling this heaviness in my heart all this morning. Neither have i good feeling nor bad. Deep sigh and heavy heart making me really anxious.

Kelly Clarkson – Because of you

I will not make
the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
the way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known
better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Running Away

Photo taken from patheos

I wanna hide again for so many reasons,

So many reasons that I fear of

Bottle up my thoughts, feelings and just walk away

But I am no more stronger and able to look at you

B’coz looking at you and smiling at you

Hurts me even more and puts me in pain

Hence I wanna hide again

Running away with an empty heart –

A heart that now stuffed with “If Only“.