Meeting someone in life is something thats actually amazing
Thats because he brings himself with his past, present, and his future
Thats because someone’s whole life comes along
The heart is fragile
Therefore, it might have been broken,
That heart is coming too
I am curious to know,
what kind of paths your heart went through.
The reason my heart hurts so much,
when I learned of the path his heart went through..
isn’t jealousy nor frustration
I dreamed of loving someone
The fact that you ended your love was bit sad…
Even though, you know it well,
and even though you have gone through before,
I believe whatever happens here after is no one’s fault
It will happen just to be that way
Like some waves keep on flowing while the others break
It just happens that way
So don’t worry too much
It’s not like you know all about today,
just because you lived yesterday
The fragile heart of yours might have been broken before,
but that heart still have chance to come to me
The truth may be painful and dark,
but the story will only begin then.
As the subject states, I have a very noisy mind. I often wander around many thoughts and end up nowhere. And another thing is, I usually have so many questions and never understood “Why?” questions. I am not sure how much will I make sense while questioning myself off that stuff that I encounter around me or related to myself or others. These questions are not just based on my life or stories but things I see, hear and observe. It could be absolute rubbish and nonsense or it could be something very outstanding and intelligent.
Well, from here on, I will be posting all those questions that I’ve never understood. Help me if anyone reading this can answer me or relate. If you think I am just being noisy and wasting my time then let it be because I barely get the guts to question or at least express myself.
And yes, I am not just gonna ask why but will be asking/mentioning other stuff as well. So here I go 😉
#1. Why is it so difficult to get the answers of “Why?”?
#2. Why am I writing this?
#3. Why am I so bad in reading and writing?
#4. Why do brides over makeup on their special day and look ugly rather pretty?
(Sorry no offense but I seriously do not get this :/)
#5. Why do brides cry their heart out on her wedding day and comes back home smiling the next day, as if it wasn’t her crying the other day?
#6. Why do boys always blame girls and vice versa?
(Has anyone won ever?)
#7. Why do people change and is never ready to admit it?
#8. Why girls have to get married early?
#9. Why do people talk about others?
#10. Why do girls overly express herself out and boys just do not express at all?
#11. Why do inferior thoughts take over you and block the other ways?
#12. Why it is hard to win over negativity?
#13. Why did I even make such habit (could be anything) that now it’s so hard to let go?
#14. Why people do not respect other’s choice/s?
#15. Why the ego is greater than anything else?
#16. Why educated people cannot properly act like an educated people?
#17. Why are people so much worried about society?
#18. When someone says the truth, becomes very straight and honest then why does that make person lonely?
#19. When someone wants to do something and his/her ego stops that person, why does ego always win?
#20. Why do we always understand the importance of the loved ones when they are far?
#21. Being a girl myself, I never understood, how can one dress so lightly in winters when going for the party?
(heaps of parties esp during wedding seasons, I see girls wearing a nude blouse and sari only and I wonder how, how, how LOL! I just cannot, I need thick clothes haha)
#22. Beauty lies in beholder’s eyes. Is that for the eyes only or heart as well?
#23. Can someone actually like an ugly looking person but got a beautiful heart inside as his/her companion? Can that person be real? I hear this shit heaps and have not figured it out yet.
#24. Why do poems sounds very nice when they rhyme?
#25. We cannot count stars but why is it so much fun just by gazing at them?
#26. As one grows old, why the fear grows along?
#27. Why do things for which one has to hide, lie or fear about?
#28. Why do vernalized trees look so beautiful? Empty and dry yet so meaningful.
#29. When someone is reserved, nothing comes out and when close enough, it is like an open book but why there is no in between. How one should deal with it?
#30. Everybody, even lunatic people realize things about their life and act on it; but why is that I’m so behind without any realization and if there are any chances of realization then why cannot I act on it at all?
#31. Addition to #30, If it is about willingness and determination then why don’t I have it? Despite the effort of developing it, why do I fail each time?
#32. One hides the true feeling on what s/he wants to do and creates this push and pull game for no reason. Why?
#33. People say I care but do they really care?
#34. What’s fake and real marriage? Many articles on it, strange!
#35. Why do people drift away so easily when one is less interested in what they are talking about?
#36. Why kids these days are so smart?
#37. What is the end?
#38. Does end mean end life only?
#39. Can I ever live peacefully, freely and happily?
#40. Why is it so wrong to be right?
#41. Why you gotta be the sweet bitch to get your voice heard?
#42. Why does one get so much cranky when on periods?
#43. What should one do when s/he is really frustrated?
#44. Why do down syndrome people look alike? (is it just me? is it too offensive to ask?)
#45. Could it be the betrayal? Playing around with me?
#46. Unrequited Love, strange, funny and very very very tiring yet why do one fall for it time and again? Why one does not learn or do something about it?
#47. Why pretending always work? Why pretending is easy and also makes people around you happy and unnoticed?
#48. Why does one randomly dislike an unknown person?
#49. One does clearly realize on the path s/he’s moving and knows very well that it’s a wrong choice, yet goes on and on until s/he gets hurt. Why?
#50. When someone cannot ask for the claims s/he wants to then it hurts himself/ herself with all the unnecessary insecurities. How can that be fixed?
#51. What is Dream?
#52. Does anyone has an answer for “where will my life lead to?”?
#53. Worshipping God, prayers: so do they actually work?
#54. Can worshipping God change people or circumstances?
#55. Talking about changing people, isn’t it suppose to be people’s thought that needs to be changed?
#56. If worshipping God can change things, people and circumstances then why are we living in a today’s terrible world?
#57. Why people are talking about world war instead of peace?
#58. Who are gods actually?
#59. Rules: set for to follow or just for convenience?
#60. If a person lies then why is it so hard to give an another chance?
#61. Sleep paralysis, why do they occur and reoccur? Do they have any meaning in real life?
#62. Who can answer of Why?
#63. Why the fear of losing is greater than anything, at least to me?
#64. Everything I do, say or think is a problem. How do I solve this? Am I the sole problem?
…… more to come!